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Originally Posted by lightmaria  .
If only I had some assurance..some guidance..from you guys? Just someone tell me .."yeah ofcourse you can make a steady 2k a month in the near future, people do it all the time!" That's all I need to hear..if I could get that assurance..you can even lie to me and I'll believe you guys blindly idc.
I know I'm just ranting right now but I have a lot of emotions built up in me right now..they only concern me I know but I have no where else to turn to really. | It's a rant. But it's your rant and better to get it off your chest rather than brood. 19 is one heck of an age to be.
Kids are not sure if they should be kids or be the adults their parents (sometimes) demand they be.
Whe you were younger did you ever go to those amusement parks? Ever get up on those horrible slippery dip rides? Welcome to being 19. You are having the slippery dip ride at the moment.
The ride ends (Really it does). You look towards making plans that YOU want to nuture to their fulfilment.
Right now consider not doing that essay. Speak to your tutor/lecturer. Get an extension. Or sweat hard & write a poor essay. I got some shocking grades in a couple of subjects my sophmore year.(2nd year of a degree). Thanks to talking to my Dad I deferred the year.
My heart plain wanted to be elsewhere. NO shame in your feeling the same.
ebay success will not come overnight. pfft, wish it did. But you are gradually finding your way. The work you put into ebay will improve. Why? Because you like the concept of sellig. You can 'plan' to do well.
19 is the start of your life's road. Go with the turns & twists. I'm a tad older. I can truly say this. In a few years you'll look back & think 'Hell yeah it was worth it'.
Feel free to pm me too 
__________________ REAP WHAT YOU SOW. LIFE IS SO NOT FAIR. | 
